ok! decided to make a new xanga.. i might update this one every now n then.. but just wanted to make a new one. lol.. so here it is.:

http://www.xanga.com/x0island_hunniex0

 ok... whoa.. i was crying for atleast n hour till i finally was fed up n had to talk to someone so i came down n just went online..my mom apologized for snappin at me.. but i really -- im just fed up.. im seriously fed up wit all this bullshit! i mean for 15 years ive been dealin wit it.. n really.. in 7th n 8th grade i snapped.. n throughout my freshmen year i was dealin wit it.. i got used to it but now.. i am officially just fed up.. i hate my life... ok not really.. or i dunno.. maybe just how sad i am.. but i have not been SUPER depressed in a LONG ass time n i dont want to be. because i become someone that i really dont want to be... i swear if ya'll are readin this u might as well stop cuz its really a waste of time.. i just feel like writing.. i just ARGH .... im losing it i swear... i am supposed to be happy here... n everything is supposed to be good! crap! i just..  i cant stay here anymore wit these ppl... i just cant!  i know i know.. "raquel ur just pissed just wait till later" yea yea.. i know all that shit already! im just so pissed off!   im not gonna let it out on anyone. just my self.. cuz thats how i am.. i can love others n hate myself.. ok maybe not hate but just b angry... n all.. i know right now im ramblin on n on about nonsense things.. just stop judging me will u...??? ok.. im tired of bein judged! damn it! ok.. sorry for goin off on.. im just so frustrated... yea shocking. raquel is pissed... yeah well.. i have alot of inner anger... i'll be cool.. just need to breathe....*inhale..... exhale...inhale...exhale*

to all of u readin this.. sorry.. dont mind it... i'll be alright.. im just not in the best mood...

-Raquel

*The 411 About You*

Your Name:Raquel Diaz

Your Nick names:kayla, kay, kella, kel kel, kels, bubblez

Do you like your name?before no.. but now i love it...

What are some of your favorite names?raquel, kayla, mia, andrea, trinity, jenna..etc..

If you could change your name, what would you change it to? lol.. wen i was little i wanted to be kristal n jenna..lmao

Your Age:15

What's the most difficult thing about being the age you are right now? peer pressure n just growin into a young woman...

Do you wish you were older, younger, or are you happy with your age? i think im kool wit my age sometimes id wanna b younger so i can b stupid n crazy n sometimes i wanna b older so i can party..lol

Are you mature or immature for your age? i think im both.. im immature but i know wen to be mature ... u know?

Are you straight?very!..lol

Are you in a relationship right now? unfortunately no not right now

Do you have a crush on anyone? i dunno.. lol.. mostly keepin my options open

~*Your Friends~*

Name 3 Random Friends: Erica, Chauntelle, Collette

Are any of those your best friends? yeah all of em..lol

Do you think you can have more then one best friend? oh yes!

Is one of your closest friends a guy?  yeah!

Name the friend who is...

Shyest: Me n Madi

Smartest:Madi n Ching n May

Blondest: ME! lol...

Tallest:Deaner

Shortest:madi i tink

Silliest: all of my friends are silly.. COLLETTE!..lol

Randomest:me... lol

Skinniest:collette!

Friend you've known the longest: erica, may, dean

Have you ever broken up with a friend over a silly thing? yeah but we always get back together

How many friends would you trust your life with? alot... about 20

~FaVoRiTe ?'s~

Band: hmm. Simple Plans preetty cool...

Kind of Music: all types mostly R&B/Rap tho

Television Show: MTV, BET, 7th heaven.. etc

Color: pink n black. n red.. i love all the colors

Name Brand: um... all? lol

Store: Forever 21, Rave, Hot Topic, Claires, Icing, Genx.. ETC

Restaurant: hmm.. too many to choose

Website: all of the websites

Food: local, mexican, japanese.. n e thing good

Drink:water, sprite, sierra mist, sobe (strawberry daquiri), strawberry milk tea

Article of Clothing: uh skirts?

Sport:basketball n football

Teacher:ahem... ms. schneiders pretty cool. oh lutu in saipan was the best!

Subject in school: um.. now? choirs the only class i enjoy.. outta all my other classes...

Movie: um... meet the fockers was pretty gud... um... i dunno.. tons!

Actor: Orlando Bloom n Brad Pitt.. (sexshi sexshi!..lol)

Actress: um... Cameron Diaz (loven her last name.. lmao)

Book: A child called it...

~*rAnDoMnEsS*~

Where do you want to go to college? cali or hawaii or florida oo or europe..lol

What taste is in your mouth right now? shasta twist lime-lemon..lol

What's your favorite feature on your body?my boobs.. lol

What did you have for lunch today? hmm... a deli sandwhich i made myself.. teheh

Who is the last person you...

Called: called? uh... daniel

Hugged:chauntelle

Sang to:hmm... the ppl in my group for choir..lol

Kissed:ahem.. prefer for him to remain nameless..lol

Walked with: um.. nadia n ella n collette n nataliya

Left a comment to: hmm... um.. i think my cousin allen...

laughed with:oh haha lots of ppl cant remember

Got mad at: my sister

Fought with:my sister

Was annoyed by: my sister..lmao

Smiled at:lotsa ppl

Gave a high five to: collette

Have you ever eaten liver? i dunno.. dont think so

How about sushi? oh yeah! love sushi!

Do you like vegetables?yeah!

What's the last...

Movie you saw:Meet The Fockers

Music you listened to:In L.O.V.E -Christina Milian

Person you IM'ed: Jose...
E-mail you sent: um... Vincent

Television program you watched: Disney's Lilo and Stitch the series..lol

Thing you ate:um... smack cereal.

Thing you drank:shasta twist lime-lemon

update you had before this one: my xanga...

...call me up hotline.. -ciara

ok.. well... today was hmm.. i dunno.. i didnt really notice how my day was going... i woke up at 5:30 and actually got up.. didnt stay in bed n extra few minutes.. just woke up...i decided to burn some songs onto my cd cuz i dunno i was gonna bring my cd-walkman.. so yeah... i burn some dance songs on one cd n slow songs on the other... n e way.. got to school at about 7:20 n ya... was chillen mostly.. well... we had an assembly in the morning to honor martin luther king jr. n well we were going by academy.. n im the only B&I student in the pe classes.. so i didnt know wat to do.. so i just was like watever....lol... n um instead of having our jump rope test thing we played with cardwells class.. n well... i wanted to play basket ball cuz imma basketball player not really good at volleyball but everyone that im friends wit was playin volleyball so i was like crap... n so i played volleyball n mmm.. there was this fione guy i guess his name is jesse n he was all up in our volleyball team..lol he is SO cute.. n he was really good at volleyball.. oh well.. tehehe... i sucked though...lol.. n then i heard this announcement about B&I but fudge i didnt hear wat the sed... n i couldnt just get out of the game.. so i played n wen they called us out to change for the assembly.. i found out that B&I was in there assembly already so i was like crap!... n i just went wid chauntelle n candace to the Math, Health, and Science academy.. atleast i went right?.. yeah it was a good presentation.. n i enjoyed it.. n afterwards i went to geometry where we had this test n i didnt understand ANYTHING.. so i know i did bad..lol.. but imma study this weekend since we're having a re-take... thankfully.. but yea um... that was mainly everything that happened in 2nd... in 3rd... we just hung out.. cuz we never really do anything.. so i wrote like a 4 page letter to erica n yea... then it was lunch n i got myself some cookies.. mmm... lol... it was good too... n yeah found nataliya and collette n nadia.. then we found ella.. n i gots myself a pizza after we found our seat outside... it was pretty sunny... n then... yeah 3rd period we just did that listening thing.. n... yea. n OMG! after school... i was actually happy that my parents came a bit late! cuz i was waiting for my car n that guy from the choir class.. mark.. omg.. he was walkin past me then his friend called him n he was RIGHT in front of me! omg.. thats one of the closest most best moments ever! omg.. i was like trying to hold my smile... i called nadia and omg i was so happy.. hehe well i gtg now... byeee  MUAH

-Raquel

...your the one...i love u mmmuah!  -mario winans feat. guerilla black (love that song)

ok well i guess my day went pretty good.. i dunno.... lol... um... aerobics.. we did yoga n then we played extreme... yeah that game where all the boys throw hard... and brennan was circling us.. n candace was like "brennan gawd why u circling us!" n he was like "just watching after the prey" i was like "aww hell no!" lol. it was funny... but yea.. once we played extreme i sat down in the far corner.. i am afraid! for real... n im glad cuz i didnt get hit at all! yay! um oh! chauntelle came to school today! yay!! cuz i've missed her shes been absent for like 2/3 days.. i dunnno.. but yea... advisory this guy was in my seat so i was pissed n sat on princess' seat but she came in and shes like "u better tell that nigga to get off ur seat!" n im like "i cant b mean" so i told him to get off.. in a nice way...lol um yeah... in advisory me n amanda was all talkin wid princess n martineek... yea... geometry.. we had a test... n marquese was all like "hey raquel that skirts too short! im gonna report you to the office" n i was like "ya ok" lol... n he was like "nah im just playin" n then him n paul were wrestling..lol... n then um we had that test n shit.. i hope i passed... n then yea was just chillen afterwards.. then in english... i got my paper back n i got a c.. oh haha wen mr. watson called me to get my paper..jonah (pronounced yo-nah) was like "yay raquel!" started clappin.. n then everyone else started clappin n carlo was like "sorry raquel" haha it was funny though... um. yeah after just chilled n listened to music... n then i went to the bathroom cuz i was bored n wanted to walk somewhere  n carlo was walkin out n he was like "raquel do u skip?" n im like "no" n hes like "aww u make me look bad" n i was like "haha im good girl thats why" n then um yeah at lunch i met up wid nataliya n she got her lunch n i found ella, collette, n nadia... n then we were lookin for a place to sit n decided to sit outside.... n yeah...then yea.. we were chillen outside.. n yeah i got nachos.. mmm... then um i wanted chocolate n it was like 3 min. b4 the bell rang so ella followed me... n yea.. but i decided not to get it... n we jsut waited for the bell to ring... n oh i saw this hella fione guy.. i duno his name though... n yeah but anyway.. i went to my choir class n saw that cutie.. n we did some stuff in choir but nothin too good to talk about... except wait there is..lol um... yea i was talkin to george n we did those 6 ques. shit n yeah he stole my drink but i eventually found it.. cuz i asked nataliya if she saw george take my drink n she just saw it next to her n gave it to me..lol n he was like "ahh u found it! i was holding it for a long time" n i was like "ya i know" n then um... yeah the girls had to sing this song then the guys came n sang wid us.. n then they had to all like mix around n so nataliya called george over to stand wid us.. then they had to switch so george went next to nataliya and han came between me n nataliya... n then the girls had to move so me n nataliya swiched cuz we didnt wanna walk.. n i was freezin so i was jumpin around.. n george was like "why u jumpin around?" n im like "im freezin" n hes like "ohh.. haha ok" n then um han was tellin him something n george was like "man that guy hes always tellin me 'someones in love'" in like haha for real.. i didnt realize he sed it till after.. i was shocked.. but that was weird.. anyway.. um wen i finally got home...n i finally got my phone n saw a number so i called it n it was shaun.. it was funny... but ya.. then daniel text me tellin me that james sed hi... james.. hehe... man i miss him.. i told daniel to tell him i sed hi n i miss him... n now i miss saipan. cuz i really liked james... oh.. well... i gtg now..bunches n bunches of love.. kiss kisss MUAH!

-island hunnie   (kinda missen someone)